Self-Destructive

(verse 1)
When I started I had just one focus and one goal
But continuing that focus led me down a tough road
I started spreadin' thin, just to win, cuz I never did
Give a shit about the other artists I was reppin with
Sure I pretended to have their best interests in mind
But all I really cared about was the vision of mine
Selfish, self-sufficient, self-destructive but beside myself
Just a shitty human being but believe me I hide it well
Switched from solo to group shit, I kept restricted livin
Skipped my inhibitions and I sniffed a bit of a premonition
Gettin up out of my way has been the toughest challenge one could face
Pushing forward but like on a treadmill I'm runnin in place
I'm gettin in my own way, which is blowin like hoes with cocaine
Continuing flowin with no pay until I'm strokin the Rogaine
One day I hope to break down these walls and see what's over there
I need to just stick to a plan and fuckin grow a pair

(chorus Randall Brian)
Get out of my way, I just can't get out of my way
I keep on building up these walls to just break them down one day
I think it's insanity, that I continue in this cycle of corruption
I think it's self-destruction

(verse 2)
So where do I go from here, it’s time to open up my eyes and ears
Switching back and forth from solo and group shit is kinda weird
I just need to pick a direction to try to go with my career
My liquid courage is fricken worthless without my wine and beer
It boils down to learning more than perseverance
It's about perfect scores of murder lyrics
I lost sight of the important people that have helped me
I shoulda listened closer to my bros who were tryin to tell me
Go solo but maintain those close known associate cats
The connected ones who act like assassins and sociopaths
My friends goin to no end to buck the trend like rodeo acts
I pounded the ground from town to town, now I'm the clown throwing the daps
My self-destructive tendencies are getting close to comin to close
I was putting together the pieces of the puzzle too slow
I've grown so damn much since I released Bubble, you know
It's hard out here for a pimp, Hustle and Flow

(chorus)